Enough..

AUGUST

LOVE

I had no idea that I will meet this guy, and get the chance of knowing him. 

I had no idea that I will eventually love the person. 

Everything is good and everything is in its right place. 

Trouble comes but I think of it as a challenge and just an obstacle that we need to surpass for better and stronger relationship. 

I had no idea that I would do anything for him just to make him happy even just for him and just for our relationship to last. 

But everything turned the other way around. 

I felt like my world is crashing, flames that burned my heart and turned into ashes. 

I felt like am I not enough?

 am I ugly? 

All of a sudden, my heart broke into pieces. 

Like a broken glass that won't be fixed anymore. 

Every morning, waking up and facing my window, all I see is him, my love and a tear that fell from my eyes. I cannot move on to that feeling. 

How can I be strong when my strength just left me hanging? 

SO MUCH FOR LOVE, 

SO MUCH FAITH, 

SO MUCH TRUST 

AND SO MUCH PAIN 

that no words can explain how I felt. 

My heart is mourning out loud for the love. 

My heart thought that everything is good hoping and longing for him. 

I had no idea that everything will be like this after the things we've done for us. 

I had no idea that this has to end.

 I can't do anything but to forget everything that has happened. 

But I need to and I have to.

"Few are those who can see their own eyes and feel with their own hearts."

SEPTEMBER

HATRED

My 2013 Hairstyle

HEY there! It's been a long time since my last post! Missed me? Lol! I bet you do. Just kiddin'. 

So anyway, last week I was thinking to post a new blog and here's what I thought of posting, is my new hairstyle for this summer or this year. Maybe? lol. Since it's summer, I thought of having a hairstyle that would make my head feel not heavy since it's summer. And I finalized of changing my hairstyle to : Slickback Hair or Quiff Hairstyle. Lol.

Ofcourse, I've researched about it before having that hairstyle. And when I researched about it, it really takes a practice on how to fix it to be perfectly styled hair. So here is my inspiration hair look:

So that is my hair inspiration look.

And now, this is what my hair looks like after having a haircut.. :)

After having my haircut, I really thought of my friends not liking my new hairstyle but it actually turned out to the other way around and some of them says they love it and other says it's just okay. Lol. So I'll stick to this hairstyle for now. And i'm loving this hairstyle.  Even if it is too mainstream lol. 

So that's it for now. Don't forget to follow me on twitter. lol.

Till next post! Ciao! :*

Culture Meets Fashion

FEU - IARFA Fashion Show

Fashion Inv'asian 2012

The show was initiated last October 04 2012. The show has three different theme or inspiration : Thailand, Japan and Turkey. An asian invasion through fashion. I was actually a model of this show and it was so much fun being with them, I've got a chance to meet other models and future designers. By the way, the show itself was REALLY REALLY nice. I love the collections that the designers made. Here are some of the photos that I took from the photographers and designers..

Official Poster of the Fashion Show

CLOTH WRAP

HERE ARE SOME OF THE CATALOUGES:

THAILAND

JAPAN

TURKEY

Too bad, I only got one catalouge for Turkey.

Let's get to the real show :

HAUTE COUTURE 

CREDITS to:
FEU-IARFA L.O.A.D.S.
FEU-IARFA Student Council '12-'13
FEU-IARFA BFA ADV Class of '12-'13