I had no idea that I will meet this guy, and get the chance of knowing him.
I had no idea that I will eventually love the person.
Everything is good and everything is in its right place.
Trouble comes but I think of it as a challenge and just an obstacle that we need to surpass for better and stronger relationship.
I had no idea that I would do anything for him just to make him happy even just for him and just for our relationship to last.
But everything turned the other way around.
I felt like my world is crashing, flames that burned my heart and turned into ashes.
I felt like am I not enough?
am I ugly?
All of a sudden, my heart broke into pieces.
Like a broken glass that won't be fixed anymore.
Every morning, waking up and facing my window, all I see is him, my love and a tear that fell from my eyes. I cannot move on to that feeling.
How can I be strong when my strength just left me hanging?
SO MUCH FOR LOVE,
SO MUCH FAITH,
SO MUCH TRUST
AND SO MUCH PAIN
that no words can explain how I felt.
My heart is mourning out loud for the love.
My heart thought that everything is good hoping and longing for him.
I had no idea that everything will be like this after the things we've done for us.
I had no idea that this has to end.
I can't do anything but to forget everything that has happened.
"Few are those who can see their own eyes and feel with their own hearts."