Enough..

AUGUST

LOVE

I had no idea that I will meet this guy, and get the chance of knowing him. 

I had no idea that I will eventually love the person. 

Everything is good and everything is in its right place. 

Trouble comes but I think of it as a challenge and just an obstacle that we need to surpass for better and stronger relationship. 

I had no idea that I would do anything for him just to make him happy even just for him and just for our relationship to last. 

But everything turned the other way around. 

I felt like my world is crashing, flames that burned my heart and turned into ashes. 

I felt like am I not enough?

 am I ugly? 

All of a sudden, my heart broke into pieces. 

Like a broken glass that won't be fixed anymore. 

Every morning, waking up and facing my window, all I see is him, my love and a tear that fell from my eyes. I cannot move on to that feeling. 

How can I be strong when my strength just left me hanging? 

SO MUCH FOR LOVE, 

SO MUCH FAITH, 

SO MUCH TRUST 

AND SO MUCH PAIN 

that no words can explain how I felt. 

My heart is mourning out loud for the love. 

My heart thought that everything is good hoping and longing for him. 

I had no idea that everything will be like this after the things we've done for us. 

I had no idea that this has to end.

 I can't do anything but to forget everything that has happened. 

But I need to and I have to.

"Few are those who can see their own eyes and feel with their own hearts."

SEPTEMBER

HATRED

Rated F: Exclusive

Rated F : Exclusive

Happy Birthday to my friend, Franco Salvatorre!

#CUPS #BLACKLIGHT #SOUNDS

More LIQUORS!

That's me and my BF! More liquors! LOL :)

This takes place last Nov.24-25 2012 at Cherry Orchard Suites, Quezon City. Unfortunately, me and my bf don't know who are invited in the party. But then, as the party is going on, we've got the chance to meet the other invites. It was fun! So much fun! Chit chat chit chat, drink drink & drink! Actually, it turns out to be a GAY party. LOL I really love meeting new friends.  I think I had enough of the party. :)

SPEAK LOUD & BE PROUD

"There's nothing more than being a JERK, than being true to yourself"

-Fred Dimas

LGBT = Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual & Transgendered

I, as a Bisexual male, I don't give a fuck to those who hates gay people. I don't care if they see this post and try to criticize or judge my personality but the thing is THEY DON'T KNOW ME. I don't care whatever they say, whatever they do. They don't know how many hardships I passed through before. I raise my middle finger to every person who thinks that gays should go to hell. I raise my middle finger to every straight people that thinks being gay is a SIN. 

"Sin or not, I don't believe it's my place to judge another person. That would be pretty hypocritical. I sin a lot. I don't want others 

judging me for it. Plus, it's just not the job of man to judge. No matter how much we think we know about a situation, we don't know everything. Only God does. Only God should judge us." 

-David Cirilo

So here is the point in posting this blog. I want to help/inspire those people who couldn't get out of their box. Can't get out? I think you can! You can tell to your bestfriends. There's nothing wrong being a gay. Just learn how to respect people and that is the time you can gain respect from other people. Don't be afraid because there's so much more to be afraid of than admitting what is the truth. I'm telling you, you'll be so much more happy when you came out. If a straight man ask you two reasons why you don't mind if you're gay, don't hesitantly answer him with : "1st there is nothing wrong being a gay and lastly there is nothing wrong being a gay.". Remember this, "A head of full of fears, has no space for dreams."

"Those who deny freedom to others deserve it not for themselves."

-Abraham Lincoln

I love those gay people who are proud and loud. I knew, they are much more happier than what they are before. It's so much more fun being with a gay. Being gay is Unique. That's it. :)

"Love knows no gender"

"Love life and life will love you back"

P.S. No matter what they say about me, I'll live my life the way i wanted it to be.

No offense-meant on this post. Born this way & PROUD this way. :)